How can you tell if a Scorpio loves you through silent charm?

Okay so I'm a Aquarius, for those of you into astrology like myself (: I have been in love with my middle school crush a.k.a first love for 6 years going on now today. He liked me a lot too, however I was shy and nervous around him which kept me from getting to know him, plus I was in recourse because I had a learning disability and I use to be insecure and ashamed about that, but that didn't stop him from staring at me or trying to confront me. He stared, smiled and followed me everyday all day around the school, which I thought was very cute and flattering so I continued to stare at him. He followed me a lot and tried to make it look like he just so happen to be there but I knew he was being nosy, especially when I was around my male friends. I'm very intuitive and I noticed how when I was around him I felt happier and I felt his vibe and energy. Once I thought about him all night and missed him terribly and the next morning when I went back to school and saw him, our eyes automatically connected and I left this intense feeling like my heart was beating out of my chest. It was a emotional spiritual feeling I can't really explain. I had a couple of spiritual attempts with him but anyways I ended up switching schools and although I left I think of him every single day, and I mean EVERY SINGLE DAY! I know now that I have strong feels for him, but in the past I tried to move on because I didn't think I loved him. Anyhow, he got into a relationship once he found out about me dating another guy, who by the way was one of his friends. I didn't know this at the time either. (That I was dating his friend.) I'm ashamed because I didn't really care for his friend I loved him all along but I didn't understand my feelings for him at the time. Now he's out of the relationship with the young woman and the relationship only lasted a month. He put his facebook on private and didn't add me when he was in a relationship with young woman and now he's single and he took his facebook off private. So I basically could see his pictures, friends, etc. I know he still cares for me and possibly loves me but I don't really understand his behavior he's very distant but close to my heart. I really love him, in fact I can't look at any other man without looking for him in them. It's weird and I feel like I'm emotionally attached to him. I carry him in remembrance everywhere I go and I'm only 19! I met him on spiritual terms, which leads me to believe that he's my soul mate. I could be blind folded and know if he walks in the room or not.